Do you know why they were ripped? Were they old and worn? Or too tight and had just split?
You sound like you were wearing no undergarment .
The armor of God only covers the front...there is no protection for the back. The coward has no protection, if he turns his back. Not sure that helps, but it came to mind.

The Lord, in the parable of the wedding, throws out ones who don't have the proper garment.

You seem to need something replaced that has burst, like the wineskins.

I don't want to upset you again by mentioning the C.O.C. But, the thought of the wineskins brought that on.

I hope something here helps you.
The Lord knows...I know you hear Him.....ask.