Hello Doug,

A copy of that color-highlited document you mention is still in my possession as well. I remember reading it and wondering how much of my own Utah D&C I could trust.

Further, I too felt that something was off in what we had passed down to us as Paul's teachings. This view was cemented by some writings I recall from this site, and from Bro. Livingston.

That was 2002. At the time, I prayed heartily about Joseph Smith and received enough witness that I decided to shelve my worries about alteration/consistency as something I'd deal with at a later date. I'm glad I waited.

You are humble enough to acknowledge the deviations you'd taken from the perfect path, and to post them publicly. Really appreciated this post and where your current thoughts are on this topic.